Growing up under “the shadow of a gun,” Sadiq chose to pick up a camera. As a photographer and writer, Sadiq covers national politics and human rights in Kashmir, providing on the ground reporting for local and international outlets, including Al Jazeera, Jacobin, and The Quint. It’s dangerous work. “We could be jailed,” Sadiq said, who requested a pseudonym to protect his safety. “Are they watching me? Are they watching my family?” he asks in the field. “What’s going to happen next?”

Kashmir is one of the most militarized regions in the world, located in the northwestern region of the Indian subcontinent between mountain ranges and rivers. For centuries, Kashmir has been governed by non-Kashmiris, living instead under the rule of various empires—including the Mughals, Afghans, Sikhs, and Dogras prior to the subcontinent’s partition. Under 101 years of Dogra rule, Kashmiris could not hold land, control crops, or speak their native language, as Koshur was replaced with Urdu. This rule was marked by Hindu supremacy, where Kashmiri Muslims paid taxes for getting married and faced restrictions on religious practices.

After the partition, India and Pakistan fought multiple wars with Kashmir at the center. Ever since, Kashmiris in the borderlands have been sidelined and silenced, living under the realities of militarization, occupation, and international conflict.

Yet Kashmir’s history is also marked by a decolonial struggle for self-determination and autonomy. As a continuation of this struggle, some Kashmiris have turned toward sharing their stories—an act that carries high costs.

The weeks following India and Pakistan’s May 10 ceasefire were some of the most unpredictable in recent memory. For those living near the Line of Control, the military control border separating Indian-administered Kashmir from Pakistani-administered Kashmir, tensions between India and Pakistan halted Kashmir’s day-to-day life.

Caught in the crossfire were Kashmiris born between borders. “Who was the battlefield? What was the collateral damage? It was us. Two countries with nuclear weapons were on the verge of war, we knew that the battleground was us. That is what uncertainty is like,” said Zahra, a 23-year-old journalist who requested a pseudonym. She was drawn to journalism as a way to push back against the narratives manufactured by India through media blockades, censorship, and the targeting of the Kashmiri press. “Stories were all around,” she said, describing her passion to write about the cultural symbols of Kashmiri identity, from Kashmir’s language to its literature.

Kashmiri resistance dates back well before partition. In 1931, thousands of Kashmiris protested the Hindu-supremacist, autocratic Dogra rule. On July 13 of that year, now remembered as Martyrs Day, 22 protesters were shot by police during the adhaan, the Muslim call to prayer. In 1947, amid the partition, the Dogra ruler signed the Instrument of Accession, which gave India control over Kashmir. What followed was a 1948 war between India and Pakistan, which resulted in India occupying two-thirds of Kashmir, Pakistan one-third, and the creation of the Line of Control.

In 2016, following India’s military killing of 21-year-old militant commander Burhan Wani, India suspended mobile and cell phone services for four months, as well as local publications like the Kashmir Reader, in an attempt to suppress protest and erase documentation of the reality of living under occupation. For Ibrahim, a 27-year-old Kashmiri journalist, writing about the protests against Wani’s killing and the militarization of Kashmir marked the beginning of his journalism career. But his being one of the only journalists in his area covering this story placed a target on his back.

“We used to get summoned to the local police station,” Ibrahim said. “I was highlighting what was happening in Kashmir and what was happening in the field. I was doing my work, but for them, it was anti-national.”

In August of 2019, the Indian government revoked Article 370. The law had previously granted Kashmir autonomy for internal administration and limited sovereignty—except in matters of defense, foreign affairs, and communications. Since 1949, under the article, Kashmir has held special status with its own flag and Constitution. When it was revoked, nonresidents and tourists were ordered to leave the region, while an additional 40,000 security forces marched into the valley. Like in 2016, India once again suspended mobile and cell phone services. But this time, they wouldn’t restore communications until over a year later.

Ibrahim recalled this as the moment that Kashmir became an “open prison.” Journalism had served as a record of crimes under occupation, documenting how Kashmiris chose to resist, but then this record began to disappear. Journalists, including Ibrahim, saw their work being removed from archives and websites. “If you are putting a post on Facebook as a journalist, the next day, you don’t know what’s going to happen,” Ibrahim said, who also requested a pseudonym. “They will raid your house. They can take your father or brother.… One quote can land us in jail.” Amid ongoing press restrictions, Ibrahim writes under a separate name from his family’s to protect their safety.