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Daydreaming and I'm Thinking of You

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In the dream Cynthia Kang wasn't an elected official. Or if she was, her status as such was not her function because she was in the clothing of a pastry chef on the French passenger liner Latouche-Téville. The ship was lumbering through the south Atlantic. She was sitting on a stool at the end of a long metal counter, iron pots and pans overhead, making notations as she worked out the subtle nuances for her orange tartlette. It came to her she'd cut back on the butter cream and put in a dash of lemon zest to give the bite of tartness these little delicacies needed. This serving the ever-so-preening tastes of the bourgeoisie was awfully tiring, she reflected, as she instructed her kitchen crew on how to prepare the deserts.

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In this last episode we mostly wrap things up, but leave a few strange matters for earthly or cosmic interpretation.

Breakfast turns violent, more is revealed, and while a decent president gets elected, there's no rest for Congresswoman Kang.

A couple of mess boys passed by and nodded at her and she returned their greetings. One of them was a wiry Vietnamese lad named Nguyen Tat Thanh. Kang knew this was the revolutionary leader the world would one day recognize as Ho Chi Minh. But at this moment--and so far this fantasy seemed to be progressing in a linear fashion-- he was simply known by his birth name and went about his duties in an orderly and efficient way. Indeed, in his off hours she'd been teaching the eager Thanh--or Ba, as he simply referred to himself among the whites--how to make some of these sweets. Later, she knew from several of the biographies she'd read, including one by David Halberstam titled Ho, the young patriot would work for a famous pastry chef named Escoffier at the Carlton Hotel in England. Where he would also join the Lao Dang Hoi Nagai, the Overseas Workers association. From there he would journey to France, the heart of the colonial power holding his country in thrall in 1917, during World War I.

"Why don't you join me for a drink?" Lanny Budd asked her in French. She'd left the kitchen and was up on the aft part of the deck to watch the sea churn by them. They were somewhere off the coast of Nigeria. Incongruously, Budd was dressed in a suit not of this era. It was early-'60s streamline, like what Peter Gunn wore in that show her father loved to watch. She'd bought her dad, the pastor, the DVD set of the half-hour black-and-white episodes a couple of Christmases ago. Lanny Budd was a creation of the muckraker novelist Upton Sinclair.

"Not right now," but she caught herself, and then said, "Aw, why not?" What was the point of imagining this scenario if she didn't go with the flow?

He produced a flask and, smiling, tipped it toward the heavens with a toast "to the toilers and the shirtmakers." He had a sip and handed it to her, first wiping the spout with the hem of his jacket. "

She sampled some of his cold whiskey, and said, "Smooth. Sinclair was a teetotaler, you know." She didn't think Budd drank in any of those damn books. She'd maybe read two of them, but couldn't recall.

He shrugged. "I'm here and he's not." He had another swig and leaned on the railing next to her, looking out on the waves as well. "Quite a world to win, isn't it?"

"It's sad to admit I'm just a reformer at best. And that's on a good week, with those further and further apart."

"But you do try, citizen."

Ah, so she was the undercover pol. "Banks failing, some 2 million-odd homes going into foreclosure, young men shooting each other over turf to sell dimebags of crack--over a product they don't even grow. Or killing each other over their skin color or what set you claimed or worse, didn't claim and just hoping to get to and from school without getting jacked." She took the flask and had another drink. Booze wasn't the answer but a bit of perceived anesthetizing in this subconscious realm, seemed called for--or at least could be rationalized.

"What of nationalizing those banks to bring them under the control of the worker-peasant and soldier government?" They both turned to the newcomer. The young mess boy was now the Uncle Ho of the hippie-era posters and T-shirts. Dressed not in his customary militaristic cut of tunic and pants but in faded dungarees and white cotton shirt that looked similar to a guayabera.

"That's not the task at hand, old son," Budd retorted.

The older man smiled, placing a hand on Kang's shoulder and squeezing. "I know, I was teasing. I'm well aware that this enemy moves in his own way, but there are certain characteristics these capitalists demonstrate time and again. They very much want to be remembered by the legacy they've manufactured, reinforced by the media they control. We must be remembered for the fruit of our sacrifice."

Right... Kang had been told Gilmore was working on his biography, a work that, apparently, if her source was right, he was compelled to finish, given his degenerative illness. He wouldn't want that work tarnished. Which meant he wouldn't want exposure about any of these shenanigans. Did that mean not going at him directly but starting a few brush fires on his flanks to raise the stakes?

"You've amassed some research," Budd noted.

"But nothing definitive," Kang said.

Uncle Ho remarked, "This is not about platitudes, so I won't bore you with that. You understand how trapped you are betwixt what you know to do and the position you hold, my good woman Kang. If this were a different situation, I'd say you must throw off your title and proceed practically."

She smiled crookedly. "Slap a roscoe upside Mace Gilmore's head?"

Uncle Ho and Lanny Budd chuckled. "A figurative roscoe," Budd said, taking another pull on his flask.

The steady drone of the large engines beneath their feet abruptly became the steady electronic hum of modern devices powered not by pistons and gears but sensors and computer chips.

"It's time," Ho Chi Minh announced. He went to a set of double doors and opened them. He and Budd stood on either side of the dark passage and Kang stepped through and woke in the chair beside the hospital bed Chet Kimbrough lay in. He'd been found trussed up in the Angelus National Forrest. He had been beaten and suffered a degree of hypothermia due to exposure.

Kimbrough was breathing with the aid of a ventilator. His eyes suddenly opened, and he whispered, "I know what he's planning, Cynthia..."

To Be Continued...

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